Sunday, August 22, 2010

gavin




caleb









photos by gavin, editing by me

Friday, August 20, 2010

today's project

hopefully i'll have enough time to do this, and enough patience, and enough honesty.

i want to get this shot before i leave for school (tomorrow)::
where i was and where i am

cliche, perhaps, but necessary i think. gavin may be helping me.
this will actually be a series and getting it done in one day will be a bit of a feat.
the series will begin with darker images, grungy but not dirty, angsty but not emo. bits of loneliness, hiding, confinement, limbs weaved and bent and strained. there will be one shot in this first part in which the subject is dance. the second part of the series will be a little lighter, determined and assured and cleansed, though not pure. there will still be a certain strain in these photos, but it will come from ambition rather than pain.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

to come up so suddenly out of a haze
that has lingered over months
and shared beds and inadequacies,
steaming tea pots and lonely sheets
and into a year
things are almost too bright and too clear
i am not here
i am light, i am ten, twenty feet above everything
my skin has history
it is history
these fingers are spinning lines
casting towards forever
and i find rest in restlessness
and knowing
uncertainty will always be unwound

Friday, August 6, 2010

summer 09 on black lake





yesterday






my camera was all like HEY LETS TAKE BLURRY PICTURES TODAY.
i want a new camera with a decent lens.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

gather myself in
and spread myself thin again
out
further
fill the spaces
that fill you