april 29

thurs. april 29. 2010.

watching you sing last night
all of you with your motion
and the way you laugh between songs
and your hands above your heads
and the way you cried when you said goodbye
i want that back
i want that always
i want music to swell, come up,
come out, overflow
make us all glow

april 27

tues. april 27. 2010.

drift calmly and sporadically
staccato and legato
i sleep i laugh i hope i don't
i give frivolous thoughts wing
i just wish they would take me with them

perched

precariously
on the edge of
what they're telling me is real
working through pages
passing through phases
grace is not mine, not now
but soon
once i fall back into what
i know
is real, back through
photographs and my dusty roads
right now i'm learning
nothing i can do anything with
i want to make things
i want to run, fly, cry
feel welcomed into arms
less weary than my own

(i will miss you
but we'll both be better
when we're both gone)

april 21-april 24

april 21- 24

birthday.
chicken dance.
sushi. best friend.
discoveries. mom and dad.
diana-f mini lomography camera.

april 08- april 20

april 08- april 20. 2010.

too much
too much
too much
too much
too much

april 07

wed. april 07. 2010.

my days are all running together

i want days like this one back::

march 31- april 06

march 31- april 06
sorry, blog.

march 30

tues. march 30. 2010.

what happened today?
i don't remember.

march 31

wed. march 31. 2010.