march 29

mon. march 29. 2010.

mon. march 29. 2010.

i love waking tangled in the
mess you have become
sleepy, you let yourself be
unsure, undone

march 28

sun. march 28. 2010.

i don't like what i am becoming
or this blog

take me home

march 27

sat. march 27. 2010.

in an attempt to recover
we downed quickly what we couldn't taste
and went dancing

march 26

fri. march 26. 2010.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS ANGRY. I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE.

march 25

thurs. march 25. 2010.

i know this is right, meaning,
i know we were wrong
it was just so nice to not be alone

march 24

wed. march 24. 2010.

i miss you.

march 23

tues. march 23. 2010.

i won't let myself be lonely, and i think it's about time i did.

march 22

mon. march 22. 2010.

RAWR

march 21

sun. march 21. 2010.

and i have nothing to say that i haven't already said.

march 20

sat. march 20. 2010.

honestly i've been feeling like crap.

march 19

fri. march 19. 2010.

i've
been
good
to
you

march 18

thurs. march 18. 2010.

laying on the lawn with my roomies :)

march 17

wed. march 17. 2010.

you and i
close, so close,
the way we shouldn't be

march 16

tues. march 16.

change is gonna come
[we hope]

march 15

mon. march 15. 2010.

priorities:
being outside
being with people
getting things done

seems out of order

march 14

sun. march 14. 2010.

[happy pi day!!!]

it feels good to be back with someone to hold me.

march 13

sat. march 13. 2010.

hi, i'm charming and i like to fight and love to love. i usually look right but i usually go left, which usually means i'm going wherever i'm going and i'm going there blind. i'm ready to get hitched and i'm only eighteen and i need to get out of this mindset- i can't make anyone fall in love with me. i need to be. TO THE OCEAN. TO THE MOON. to the fields, to hills with purpled shadows, to sandy ponds, to the quietest corners of the soul. i think i'd find something in being alone as well as i could find something in being in love. willa cather, i want to be your antonia; i want to see what she saw and live what she lived. spring, come, release me, and summer complete me.

march 12

fri. march 12. 2010.

freedom, linger.
warmth and rain, remain.
hope and serendipity,
time languid and dewy,
love, rest; love, stay.

march 11

thurs. march 11. 2010.

today i went treasure hunting.

march 10

wed. march 10. 2010.

oops..